Fuck You! Fuck Shopping! Fuck My Life!

Seriously fuck life. Fuck everyone on this forsaken place. Im ready to either end this piece of shit I call my life or just blow this mother fucker up. I fucking tried and I mean TRIED to go shopping again today and holy fucking hell anxiety much I got 10 steps into H&M and boom Im fucking sweating my ass off and ready to flip the fuck out. I can't do it anymore then I get home and Im in a fucking great ass mood. Fuck me sideways seriously. I can't go to any dept store or even any store for that matter without wanting to breakdown and cry. Why do I fucking do this again? I dont know. May as well just give up on that as well. Its a big waste of my time.