Maybe this is what i deserve.
TeH AzN

There is nothing i can do to do to undo the pain i have caused. I just ask you forgive me for what i have done. I know its a lot to ask for.

I look at you and see myself in the mirror and how i was. Its quite sad.
PaNdA

Fuck Off

Now is the one time I wish I didn't have a cell phone or anyone to talk to. All people seem to do is fucking annoy the living shit out of me right now. I don't respond to your messages hell maybe I'm thinking about it or something is up. Where I don't want to talk right now. It must be a fucking hard concept for people to grasp but sure as hell seems people can't take hints anymore.
Whatever fuck it all I don't understand nor will I so why the fuck should I care.

I Do Nothing Good.

Title says it all. No one trusts me it seems. What else is new. I wish I could just move away sometimes to get away from all my problems. Maybe I should think about starting a new life. Or getting a new phone number as a start. Just to start over.

Why

Why

Logic Is Flawed.

I just want to know why people have to forgo their years when they are still growing up to become a more mature adult then the parent they are supposed to look up as a role model. Even more so when the child has to be the main support for everything. But the parent will not realize this since it's very improbable since they are acting like a child and get pissed when something is said directly to them. Almost as if they can't take the pressure or consequences for their own actions. Sometimes I wish people would just sit back and look at the life they live and realize who they put before other things.

I am not saying I am perfect in any way but I am at least attempting to do something about it.

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I dont get it.

Ill wait till I get a car. Well sorry about it then. But yeah school is no fun but its just there.

People Can Honestly Go Fuck Themselves

Once I figured out School was kicking my ass I decided I should finally write something in my blog aside the fact I stress out over the dumbest shit. Paper due one week. I stress out and get a headache. Its annoying honestly I don't understand why I do it. But on to another story. So I was told I need to stop fucking with people's heads now. Well if the fucking people weren't so fucking stupid in the first place we wouldn't be in this predicament. Honestly if you don't want to talk to me and what not that's fine. Just don't fucking ask me for another damn thing again. Oh and I want my money back then I'll never fucking bother you again you stupid bitch. You can't keep your damn mouth shut more then anyone else who works there. I think this is even a better reason I left the dept I did in the first place. If I wanted to be back in High School I more then likely would be. You have 4 kids and you act like a teenager getting into everyone elses problems & business . Honestly you're no better then the one you can not stand. I hope you can live with yourself knowing this. And if you're reading this and you take offense to this. More fucking power to you because I have washed my hands clean of both of you. My hands are clean now. Don't come talk to me and don't bring your problems or anything to me. You are officially dead to me. You're both two fucking stupid for my taste and honestly say.
GO FUCK YOURSELVES! =) Have a nice day!

Feelings

Its understood we all have feelings and that is just because of how we are created. Right now I feel like, well hell I don't even know how I am feeling right now. There is a throbbing pain in the side my head. Oh I'd say its just about right behind my left eye is where it is sitting. Maybe I am stressing over this week since there is a paper due for my english class. Hell that sounds like the most logical reason to this. I need to stop neglecting this blog and start posting in it. Also I need to open up a little bit and talk to people about my feelings. Its a start somethings got to give sooner or later.

Then I lose my train that was rolling = ( Thats enough for now

Why bother to say anything. Not like anyone's going to listen to what i have to say anymore.
TeH WiLd PaNdA

I value it more..

Then you think but when you say Im addicted its just whatever to me. I know I am but is it hurting anyone? I guess it is since you don't seem happy when I ask you for your opinion.

to be honest i dont give a shit
TeH WiLd PaNdA