Denial Of My Blog.

Guess I have been busy or something or just not feeling it. Anymore what can I say sometimes it hard to sit down here and write a nice blog post. Eh it gets pretty bad because I can't remember half of the things I want to say here because I think of them and then forget about writing them down. Oh well. Nothing new there. In reality I have a lot of good things going on:
I broke 100,000 Gamerscore. Some people might look at this as bad, for me this was a big milestone and one I worked really hard to earn. Took me little over a year to put up 70k just to even have a shot of doing it this year. Since then I haven't done much.

Me and the woman are good and I think I am the happiest I have been in a long long while. I just don't care what anyone thinks about me and her anymore. I have the blessings of people I want. Overall everyone else can fuck off because it's my life not theirs. I know I am being hard headed about this but still. FUCK OFF.

My grandpa is hit and miss anymore but what else can you say about it all. The man is 81 years old. Personally I think he's doing as good as he can for how old he is.
Its just like this let the man live his life the way.


In other news I just had a friend hit me with one of the best deals I have heard of in a while. I love game sales. And I hate fake and flaky people. That is all.

To me woman. I love you ^^)

Its also the point when you make it seem like if I come out and say something that it's wrong or not supposed to be said. So I say nothing.
TeH NiNjA PaNdA

Alone?

Why is this that sometimes I feel all alone although I know someone is there. I can understand I am not popular or anything or even have that many friends. I guess I just forces myself into this solitude of not having many people around me or anything. It is like I tend to scare them away or something. But what else is new about this. I feel somewhat bad that this is what I have become but this is what the world has helped shape me into.