My feelings as of late.

Its the night before Valentine's Day. I have one this year and will until the end of my life. Its my wife. Who stands by me everyday and tries to help me keep my sanity. I mean that tries. Some days I can't handle things. We have this bond that I dont think you can make up. A forged bond. One that you know when someones not feeling well. Either way I just finished paining my nails black and purple. I dont know Im feeling better that I did that granted I hate top coating them as well. Such a pain in the ass. I sware I'm not depressed. I think its dysforia just kicking my ass in more ways then one. Overall though life is good I can't complain. I'm becoming what I feel in my mind and have the right things in my body now.