Happyness

What in the hell can I not do right that makes me happy. The womenz thinks Im not happy with her or anything she does. Which isnt the case. Im going back into my old self I can tell. Getting sick of all the stupid bullshit that people have put me thru. And Im going back to not giving 2 shits about anyone or anything anymore it seems. I have one true passion and one thing anymore. Gaming. Its bad its like its becoming a 2nd job for me as it seems. Boosting something or playing something every night anymore wha else is there to do it seems sometimes.

Well this post just became retarded. Im just in a slump of some sort. I blame my piece of shit family anymore. And after thinking about this Im no better then the rest of the pepole I talk to. Not even considering my family. I dont think Im honestly better then anyone else. Im not even an average guy. Im below average in my own right of mind.

Guess Im not going to get anywhere with this. Why the fuck do I bother sometimes. It makes no sense to me. Not like Ill be getting anywhere with this. Just another fucking waste of time and space for those who read it. People read this and feel sorry but on the same hand dont feel sorry. Read it for some insight. On how people act. But most always are judgemental and never realize that its just meant to be read for what it is. Hell any blog is meant for that unless there is some valueable information or something similar on that.

Here I go with the rambles on again....But if anyone knows how to be happy please let me know cause It seems I dont know how to fucking do it.