Fuck My Life

Well it seems Like i cant ever do anything right now matter how hard i try no matter what I do its never good enough. I dont think people understand how much stress I am under right now with everything thats going on in my life. But fuck what else is new anymore with it. She thinks that I dont want be to with her anymore which isnt the truth at least as far as I can see or tell. Hell as far as I can tell she hates me and me and my kufe us a horrible mess because I cant contol my actions. Hell I want to lash out at everyone right now and blow something up. Why cant it be that easy though. It would make me very happy just to knock the head off of somone but yeah. Hell Im going to have to finush this here and hopefully Ill update more later.