Wow Its Finally Here BUT WHO FUCKING CARED!

Well today is my Birthday yippie fucking doo. I was born at 5:16 22 years ago today. YAY!! And it seems since then I have a shitty birthday every other year. Well surprising today was no different then following the trend. I guess it was an ok day. Heh i think Ok would be like putting lipstick on a pig and calling it a lady. It was more like a shitty day since I went to sleep and woke up after I had to get new tags for my car. About the only positve there was that the line was short. Then i went home and showered it was alright there. So I went to the hospital. No it wasnt for me but for my woman's baby. Didnt bother me aside the fact that I hate kids and Hospitals even more. My dad calls wondering if he can drop the check off at my grandparents for my bday (Suprising its always a check. Never can give me cash) That would make a whole hella lot of sense.) But turns out we didnt have to even head down there in the 1st place since everything is normal.

So we leave there and head toward The Andersons to get some Land Of Lakes White American cheese. Wow shocking how we get there and it seems like they have discontinued it. Big shocker there since my whole days been like that. Just setting me up for failures all fucking day but nothing new in my life. But at least I got some different kind of beer there which was interesting all in all. Some local brewed beer I think.

But thats nothing till I get back to her house and my grandparents are calling me bitching because Im not there when my dad shows up. Honestly WHO THE FUCK CARES. He's never there for me since what happened 9 years ago. Its something thats a sore topic and something Ill never forget in my life and I vouch to never let that happen to me or anyone I know. Ever. But getting yelled at by people makes it all so much better. I just wanted to go thru the phone and rip their fucking heads off for being such a fucking pain in my ass.

So All in all I end up going over there anyway to get some things for my mom and get what he dropped off. Picked up a card from my grandparents and got the check from them that my dad left. End up getting yelled at by her for not showing up and such, Of that made my fucking day. Its my fucking birthday and im getting the 3rd fucking degree. Then I get home and my mom flips out cause I am one minute late. That one minute I spent in the driveway talking to her. But thats nothing new. Shes being more of a spazz of late. Its just getting to the point of annoyance.

Long story short in the end cause this is already long. I get yelled at my mom and grandparents for not picking up the GOD FORSAKEN PHONE!! LIKE WTF EVERY DAMN PERSON I KNOW KNOWS I DONT PICK UP MY PHONE. I keep it on low for a damn good reason. I DONT WANT TO TALK TO PEOPLE. I love my mom yelling at me cause my grandma is yelling at her because I wont pick up my phone. So when I call my grandma 1st oh it feels like the heavens are raining down on me. Fucking screaming and yelling at me because I didnt see my dad and so he knows i got the check he left. Yeah like they are going to take it. Then I call my mom and get the 5th degree because she called her bitching. Let me put it to you this way. I DONT FUCKING CARE IF YOU LIKE THE MAN I KNOW YOU WERE MARRIED TO HIM BUT FOR FUCKS SAKE I DONT GIVE 2 SHITS ABOUT WHAT YOU HAD TO SAY!!! All i wanted to do was fucking go out to dinner with the woman but it seems thats impossible to do on my bday. Of couse its impossible. Then her mom sends a message saying the babys hungry so I just said to hell with it and took her home trying to make the day better. Of course it just makes it worse. Gave my mom the money back and refused to talk to her. As far as i know she went to sleep and I became a moaping mess on the couch.
Then I came back here an its taken me almost 4o mins to write this post. But its going to be the longest one of one of the worst days of my life and the sadness that goes with it.