New Beginings.

I lie here laying on the couch looking at this and realize what I've overcame. There's a lot of history here. History I can't change but embrace and look at how I hit rock bottom. I feel I should chronicle my last year so I can never forget. It's been a weird journey so far. But I've managed and became a person I never thought I would become. I am not afraid of this. I know I'm never going back.

Well thats nice.

To know I don't respect you but its not like what I say really seems to matter to you. Its not a hard concept. But I guess its impossible to want to do anything nice for anything. When you feel like you do it all around here because no one else wants to do much if anything or listen to you tell me how that is. Its everyone does their own fucking thing and no one gives a shit.
You wonder why I do what I do. Well there's your answer. You choose to not ask if I need help

Eh

Sometimes I want to forget but I am unable.

Maybe this is what i deserve.
TeH AzN

There is nothing i can do to do to undo the pain i have caused. I just ask you forgive me for what i have done. I know its a lot to ask for.

I look at you and see myself in the mirror and how i was. Its quite sad.
PaNdA

Fuck Off

Now is the one time I wish I didn't have a cell phone or anyone to talk to. All people seem to do is fucking annoy the living shit out of me right now. I don't respond to your messages hell maybe I'm thinking about it or something is up. Where I don't want to talk right now. It must be a fucking hard concept for people to grasp but sure as hell seems people can't take hints anymore.
Whatever fuck it all I don't understand nor will I so why the fuck should I care.