Feelings

Its understood we all have feelings and that is just because of how we are created. Right now I feel like, well hell I don't even know how I am feeling right now. There is a throbbing pain in the side my head. Oh I'd say its just about right behind my left eye is where it is sitting. Maybe I am stressing over this week since there is a paper due for my english class. Hell that sounds like the most logical reason to this. I need to stop neglecting this blog and start posting in it. Also I need to open up a little bit and talk to people about my feelings. Its a start somethings got to give sooner or later.

Then I lose my train that was rolling = ( Thats enough for now

Why bother to say anything. Not like anyone's going to listen to what i have to say anymore.
TeH WiLd PaNdA

I value it more..

Then you think but when you say Im addicted its just whatever to me. I know I am but is it hurting anyone? I guess it is since you don't seem happy when I ask you for your opinion.

to be honest i dont give a shit
TeH WiLd PaNdA

Ah Joys.

Well I should stop neglecting my blog but oh well. Nothing new here. Guess its because I've been busy it seems with things and theres nothing like running out of a good idea, because you cant remember half the things you wanted to type so then you're like OMGWTFBBQ. And you then just forget about it and say you're going to do it later but it never comes. Well me lady and me christmas with teh baby. And there it goes lost my train again = (

i just want to give up.
TeH CrAzY PaNdA

Suicide

I now understand what makes people want to kill themselves. Well one of the many reasons there are for this. But I now understand and I can offically say I dont blame some pepole for how hard life can be.